200th post

Found out that..

this post is the 200th post for my blog..

It shld b a great thing..

Bt seem like my mood do not sense any happiness for it..

Have been almost 1 month with you..my love..

Many things happened..

Happy..

Memorable..

Sad..

Tears..

I dunno WHY..

My personal attitude issit so BAD that cause problem in our relationship..

you said that I always nt happy for ntg..

and you dun un why I will nt happy..

Everytime when I'm nt happy..

you will nt happy too..

It makes me suffer as I dun wan you to become nt happy..

Act..

everytime when I'm nt happy..

I jz need you to cheer me up..

a kiss,a hug,or jz some simple words will do..

I jz need that..

bt..

everytime in this situation..

you will be unhappy..

and because my mood is down..

I cant even think anything to cheer you up..

It makes me feel very bad whenever you feel unhappy..

It makes me feel that I did smtg wrongly..

It makes me feel that I'm a useless BF..

It makes me feel that guilty to be nt happy..

I dun care

when I'm nt happy..

Because I can control it by my own..

and I can cheer myself up within 1 day..

But I seriously care

when you are nt happy..

My heart feels so pain when you are nt happy..

My heart breaks when your tears drop down..

I'm SORRY

that I cant make u happy all the time..

It's my failure..

I HATE myself for making you unhappy..

I HATE my emotional that cant b controlled well..

I HATE EDDISON!

When I hold you too tight..

I'm afraid that you will feel painful..

When I hold you too light..

I'm afraid that you will walk away from me..

so what should I do?

I ＬＯＶＥ YOU

Le~

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